Poetry

stop looking for him

I spent hours and hours of this life
Searching for a partner
Someone told on to
Keep me hot in the summer
Warm in the winter
Down for whatever
In this ocean
Of emotions
I was sailing away

Sailing through pain
Cause that’s what all this searching brought me
All the scars could have been avoided
If I headed your warning
Dont awaken love before its ready
But I steady defied you
Went around believing the lie
That my environment told me
I was lied to
That I could search and find my soul mate
When all I had to do
All this time was wait

So here I am
Just sitting here
Waiting by default
Not running no more
Waiting now
To get caught
Or catch the ones eye
Not someone
The right one
Cause so often we settle
Yes we settle for less
Not knowing that the best is yet to come

That’s the reason for divorce
That Idea that changes our course
The stupidity to believe
That we understand ourselves
So much that we can find our other halves
But the fact remains
As black as black
That we can’t
So give it to God

The manufacturer knows
The expiry date
Its not too late
You need to wait
God knows your soul mate
He knows his name
He knows his qualities
He will give you what you need
And on that day
When you say your vowes
You will be happy that this is the one
And no matter what you went through to get there
God gave you him
Forever

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