I want you to know what you are getting into before you do anything
Which according to google means faithful
And according to me means poisonous
You need to take care
I look sweet and silent
I taste sweeter
But rub me the wrong way and i am a venom so deadly
I course through your veins
Arteritis and venous stasis
Leaving your heart heavy till it bursts
And i leave
I will forget you
And you may never recover
Mutheu means pure
And i tried
Honestly i did
But i am a good girl.
I took some time in other people’s shoes
And found out that they stink
Dont get me wrong im not better than anyone
Ive obviously made some mistakes
And i own them
They made me who i am
This is heavy
It reminds me who i am
Where i came from
And who i want to be
But it also reminds me that i dont have to be like them
I need that reminder.
I want you to know that i will love you savagely.
Care for you relentlessly.
Be yours fully
For every infinity we are given.